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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
9:06 am	little of nuthin welp...whats new with everybody? is the end of the semester stressing everyone else out bc it is me...it really did until i realized that it was next week that all of my stuff is due *whew*! good deal. im seeing some big shifts going on with my peeps. stuff is changing. but who knos. change is good?? idk..we'll see. i cant believe its already mid november~time flies, well gotta go to church~later! Current Mood: good (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 5th, 2005
1:41 pm	pSSHHHHuh. i'm ticked. ROSS TICKS ME OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! guys tick me off. people in general tick me off. i tick my self off bc i keep gettin ticked and ticking. Current Mood: ticked (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, October 21st, 2005
1:54 am	finally~i make an entry hEy~i havent written forever! now listen ppls~just bc we have fun, pictury, friend requesty myspaces we can neglect our livejournals. everybody make a post~now! make a sista proud. does anyone even check these anymore? another note... i so want to dress up for halloween! idk what as tho..its either gonna be "daisy duke" or a "punkrockprincess" either way, im incorporating huge eyelashes and the hookerboots (bc i cant walk in the stripper heals). and i have to find a costume party. i think im goin to the one w devin. if i can. if im brave enough to bust up in there. i need nicole to come. u comin girl? Current Mood: happy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 10th, 2005
2:17 pm	You're key lime pie. You don't unlock anything really, but you taste good and make people happy. You may have trouble paying attention to anything for long periods of time, though. What sort of key are you and what do you unlock? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: hah im a "key" lime pie (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 1st, 2005
3:13 pm	blugh ok u guys. yall are all my friends here, so i can tell u...i got dru-unk last night. i've so never been drunk before. my parents went out of town (cant have any party's) so me nicole and toni had a girls night. we were gonna just sit around and sip our bacardi 0'3s and green apple smirnoffs. but u guys i drank 4 03s and a green apple and i was like crazy. then i puked. and this mornin i feel like criz-ap. by morning i mean 3 oclock. drinking is so not for me. they'll be no more of that~learned my lesson! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 19th, 2005
11:55 pm	like i was sayin bout saturday plans k..my supposed to be spectacular saturday wasnt all it could have been, but wasnt a complete bust...i guess. during the day i got my hair cut and accidentally got bangs, which freaked me out at first but i am figuring out how to keep the side-swepts swept now. anyway i was supposed to go out with this guy but he fell asleep....so me and nicole went out to applebees and played the how many ppl can we get to come up to the table game...which is always fun..i think we got 6. then pete came which was ...odd to say the least. its one of those things where ure like..id like to hang back out with that person but then all the weirdness is so weird bc u think of the past and wonder if u really wanna bring that back up. im thinkin its a negative. so then me and nicole go to kmart and hang w. the model guys..and one of their dads lol. then home. sunday night me and devin went to chilis. then that guy called and said sorry he fell asleep and said u still wanna hangout right? and i played the whole eh, whatev. and i think it may have made him think i was like no. oh and he tells me he joined the army and i overreactadly was like bleep! what is wrong with u guys? of course he knows nothing of the whole guys i kno going to the military so he was proly just like 'freak'? if he even noticed it. so me and devin skip a class today and talk. we are only supposed to usually hang with groups of people now. and we're supposed to become friends or atleast decent to ppl like ashlei and such. hopefully this will work. but i g2g sleep.its callin me. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
1:21 am	y cable tv is preffered lets see...i got off at work at 12:30 tonight. it was a long time~everybody was gettin ill at each other hehe. we were basically counting for 7 hrs.~but~ im OFF tomorrow, which is a saturday might i add. i thought i'd be left w nothin to do which would depress me, but **oh my gosh** im sittin hear writin in my livejournal right? and i hear some big thuds. so i get up to go soo whats going on and my parents are out on the back patio by the pool on the upper part, and our massively massive-spiny-ten foot antenea is laying there. i guess it snapped or something. but the freaky point here is--the spines werestuck straight thru the chair right beside the one my dad had been sitting in. if they had been a foot closer to the house, it would have speared them. i'm really upset.that was some weird freaky junk. it makes me feel bad that we dont always get along. it was freakish. now that my plans for tomorrow so dont matter, i guess im gonna run and tell u bout it later. if something untimely doesnt happen to me first. Current Mood: pensive (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 12th, 2005
11:38 pm	You guys, i really like this song. its so me right now. "Swing Life Away" Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up? Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck? Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost? I'll show you mine if you show me yours first Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words We live on front porches and swing life away, We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I'll slave till the end, I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow I've got some friends, some that I hardly know But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go We live on front porches and swing life away, We get by just fine here on minimum wage If love is a labor I'll slave till the end, I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand Current Mood: mellow (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 11th, 2005
9:03 am	its been a while since ive written. not much has happened until this weekend tho. as im sure we all kno, devin's been seeing this other chick for about a week or two. but the real us being ''friends'' started this weekend i suppose. me and nic were supposed to go to knoxville to see mm (if thats even his name). we ended up not being able to go tho, so he came down and got here at eleven somethin. anyway while we were waiting we hung out w shane p. (random) and then when matt got here we went to applebees. nic had to go home so me and matt chilled. it works out good (right?) bc i wont see him for a year or possible ever and i dont have to worry about dating. anyway so i was supposed to go camping w some ppl last night but i decided i was too tired from fri. so we went to applebees again, where we see devin and new chick, which created a slight twinge of pain, but not as big as the one where she beebops over to our table with him. can u say awkward. anyway he was just tryin to be nice and say hey and didnt kno she was coming with him i guess. i mean i do want him to talk to me when he's out in public and stuff but that was like...i dont kno. i think she knos how i feel bc devins prolly told her a little atleast, so y did she come? gr. then domonik was talkin about how ubercute her shirt was. gah that sounded so laguna.anyway i g2g to church now. hopefully i can catch up on stuff today. ~later (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
11:18 pm	toni-thanks for the brownie/i needed that well...it wasnt just night sadness. i was depressed today. me and dev didnt ride to class together and we were both late. i was fine and dandy...well ok dandy is an exageration..until we talked outside of las palmas. it sucks to be on the other end of the breaking. i mean both sides do...but ive never had to do this side. insecurity floods in. its weird...devin has been all depressed the last forever since ive been on the whole no-boyfriend-but-kinda kick. and now he's wiggin me out. he's acting just like me. and im acting just like him. its the buttwhole of karma working here if u believe in it. there's a little thing in my mind that has started saying....basically, i made him kiss other ppl, i made him want to date other ppl, and now he's kind of happy about our freedom. and he likes a.w. oh, and his rents are going out of town. usually i would be a part of the whole party plotting (granted i wouldnt get to go for long, but i'd atleast be like woo-hoo). he said i could come. but i kno it would ruin some ppls little plans of a perfect night (not talking bout devin and will). i mean. it would suck. but busting up in there and crushing her little bubble would give me utmost but evil happiness. but since itd be evil it would only be shortlived happy. but this is the little antagonist in my mind. and i have to quit voicing and thinking that way. bc i kno devin, he's gonna feel bad and not be able to do what he wanted to do bc a.w. will totally make him think of me. i kno this bc he is me now and i know how i think lol. i have to shake it off. or i'll be completely miserable. gah...i've created another me. we totally did a role swap. but im gonna be happy now. after i cry a little more. then i'll tough it up. el fine. Current Mood: down, but tryin (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
11:37 pm	i feel blue im sad..... ....me and devin broke up forreal tonight. he said he thinks we should be just friends. i know thats what we should do. i dont want to be together. its weird tho...im so upset. i cant quit crying. and i mean this is what we've been leading up to all summer and i've been knowing, but i havent been this upset and sad. its just like last time. i was bugging all the time when we were together, and then when we broke up i was depressed. ugh! y am i crying.?! maybe cuz i know we arent getting back together, anytime soon atleast. i think we can be friends. its not just that. mostly but not just. i feel really bad for being so mean to stefanie. i mean, yeah she ditched us after we'd made plans. it ticked me off. so i called and fussed the crap out of her. bc i kno we get to hang out at school, but it so doesnt count as quality chillin. but we do hang out all the time and she doesnt get that many chances to hang out with other ppl bc of work and stuff. but i mean what am i being so butty for. i overreacted. im a butt. also, dotn think im an idiot, but u kno this is depressing too. baseball season is over. no more games, no more team to root for, no more roadtrips for a while,no more romebraves, no more dean, yunel, arthur, etc. its sad. im gonna be so totally bored. there's school, but it just reminds me that im a disorganized, lazy, bum, slob with no direction whatsoever in life. there's work. but yet again, i dont want to. and...its august. its rainy and hurricainy. winter is coming. its gonna be cold and sad. thinking of winter brings me down. i hope this is just late night sadness and that i'll be happier in the morning. my eyes are gonna totally hurt. later. Current Mood: blue (3 Comments |Comment on this)
12:36 am	GRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHHHHHHHHrRblahblah!!!!!!!!i'm such a b! Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 14th, 2005
12:39 am	dude...im hyper! not at all tired! i'll be feeling it in the morning tho~but atleast i'm out of my funk! Current Mood: hyper (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 13th, 2005
1:01 am	my blah hey everybody~! today was just one of those total blagh days...u know where half of your brain is pretty much asleep the whole day? yeah thats how i felt ...adn it all started like 2 days ago. me feeling blah i mean..i think the blah can be attributed to boredom tho. mixed with a little bit of laziness. and lack of sunshine.yyyup. .....anyway, i guess im gonna go before i bring u ppl down with me. maybe we can talk lata' ;-) Current Mood: ancy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 6th, 2005
11:47 pm	i just ate alot of garlic this has been a busy weekend-but i think i like them this way. thrusday night was dani's going away dinner at applebee's. abunch of us went after work. i'm gonna have to make a trip to uga to see her and to see what its like. then yesterday was the trip down to augusta. nic, stef, and me all went. it was shall i say interesting. the game was a doubleheader and we got there for most of the last one. the drive down took what seemed like forever to me. i think it was bc its the first time i've driven the whole way myself. and in rushhour traffic. and in terential down pours. ok-but it did rain. i'm glad all three of us girls went bc we got to rebond esp. with stefanie. after the game we went to wildwings but we just stayed a lil bit then left the others bc yunel wanted a ride back to the hotel. then we just stayed there and everybody else eventually came back. im leaving out details here, not for ne reason, but just for reading-ease. at like three in the mornin we went and chilled w arthur for bout an hour bc none of us were tired. then we finally went back to our room, chilled some more, and sleft for a few hours. th drive home wasnt that bad. after work today was shea's going away party~me,toni, and nicole had to leave, but devin stayed. i really wanted to stay, but we had to go home. i'm gonna miss him even tho we didnt hang out that much~best wishes shea. stef and will called after they left the concert~i soo wanted to go! i want details! well its late somewhere~i'm gonna go catch some z's. Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
4:37 pm	choices, choices..... i have a delima. work gave me friday off~which happens to be the night of another possible overnighter to augusta. stef and nic can both go. i can technically go but my mom doesnt like it. she said it was stupid to go three hours away, spend money on a hotel, come back tired, and go to work on saturday-all to see something we can see when they come back next week. (i see the point, but there's no wildwings here. but that's on the dl. and plus...we didnt get to go to m.b. with stef. we need one last night-o-fun b4 school.) there's other stuff she wants me to do here too, but she told me to go anyway. so i'm gonna go, good idea or no. we had a ton of fun last time. devin doesnt want me to go either. of course, for those who didnt kno, devin's been having fun of his own here ;-) just kiddin. he thinks i'm gonna go and totally try to get revenge on him for the whole megan thing that went on when i was gone, which isnt a big deal really, from waht he says. i belive him too. it really doesnt bother me tho, honest. i kind of makes me feel better, idk why. anyway watch out because its on now :-D hahaha. just kiddin again. then there's this other stuff i want to do this weekend. i smell t-r-o-u-b-l-e! saturday there's shea's par-tay. and then sunday i think there's a pool party at em's with the players (i kno what ure thinking). if i go sat, then i need to be able to stay out late. and then sunday i'll have to manuver around work. maybe they'll have it some other day.anyway..what should i do? Current Mood: indecisive (6 Comments |Comment on this)
12:27 am	Myrtle Beach baby! Alot has happened. I went to Myrtle Beach with Toni, Rachael, and Nicole. We really wanted Stef but she couldnt come. :'(. Aside from that it was a blast. We stayed in a real mini-apt. it was cool. i could see myself living in one like that when/if i go off to college. its so cool up there. i even looked into their college (Coastal Carolina). i probably couldnt afford it tho. i need to stay instate. anyway one can dream. the beach was great. i love the beach soooo much. just the sun and the waves and everything. we went out for like two-three hours both days and got in the water and it was fun. we saw a famous clogger get stung by a jellyfish or dehydrate. his gma was nice. we also went to broadway at the beach-its this huge shopping strip, like riverstreet in savanah but 50,000 times bigger. we went in stores to get cool because it was so hot we could barely breath. i think the heat index had it at atleast 105 one day. so then night came and it was strip cruising time. it was so fun. there were beads and the whole shabang. we met holla'd at abuncha honeys. haha jk i just wanted to say that. the first night we met this sweet truck of guys, courtesy to nicole's not letting them into the traffic and a dude on a moped trying to play matchmaker. we pulled off the strip and found out they were like 16/17. . hehe. the driver, austin, was all about rachael, it was so sweet. i think she shot him with a love bullet! ne who...they went to find drinks (mountain dew). and we got back on..and immediately were in the bus lane exchangin numbers w some other dudes~we were'nt feelin their mojo tho. or anything else. then we met nathan1, nathan 2,skivviless rick, and mason (cowboys from ohio). we talked to them for a lil bit and went home at like 2 something. the next night me and nicole went to part of a game after the beach and toni and rach did their own thing for a while. then we were back on the strip. we had another runin with a big truck. we talked to these two guys on the cells and then sent toni and rach to ride the rest of the strip w them. meanwhile me and nic scored 2 roomnumbers and some "sssuup ssexies". the truck guys ended up being real sweet firemen. they were crushin on toni . anyway then we got toni and rachael back and saw nathan and nathan. we pulled in and they were all up in the car wantin kisses. it was funny. they had to settle with cheekies tho. it was really fun hangin with the girls. i love it. we ate at sonics about 5 times and got lost 3. we also coined terms for mean pretty girls. "lagunas" and their wannabees "laguanas". and named some land marks. the ride home was the only bad part. it took forever bc I20 was closed for a manhunt and we had to detour.it took ten hours. but that was myrtlebeach and its late. i goin to catch some z's and wish they were rays'. Current Mood: rejuvenated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
11:46 pm	m.b. confusion and c.r. rearrival i think i'm gonna get to go to myrtle beach after all.we didnt know there for a while. well...i guess we still dont know since there will have to be date=changing on the reservations. the manager decided to give me the days which makes me happy and guilty all at the same time. and wary. i hope we have fun and make it ok. stef stefie stef comes home tomorrow!!! i'm excited!i hope she's had fun in the big metropolitous of C.Rica. anyways~i hope to hear lots of stories. just a lil entry today~laters! (Comment on this)
Friday, July 22nd, 2005
10:54 pm	yesterday was good and bad. work called an di should totally have told them no. i can never say no. whatever. from now on im talkin nonono.NO. i mean i started crying. infront of customers and the head manager and everything. i felt like such an idiot. i hardly ever cry, work is like the one thing that will do it. anyway..my mom keeps saying i think its so bad where i work, its that way every where, so i dont look for another job. i got off and went home and pete was at my house. he has ignored me and blew me off for like a year, but now that he got a girl he's happy. he actually gave me a hug and everything.he said he was sorry too. maybe now we can get along again before he moves to costa rica to be w this new girl. then me and devin went off. we saw fantastic four. it was a good movie (human torch was hott teehee.heh. ahem.)devin cheered me up by being adorable as usual. he said something kinda mean tho. he said he was kidding, but its one of those things that you say..was he subconsciensly not? but other than that the night was pretty fun. thanks deebs. on another note...the game thing has turned a little weird. nic and i ended up going out with two of the guys, one she knew from last year, and his friend. then they start showing up everywhere.then we talk to them on the phone ('them' bc one has ..communicational differences..) but who knows where this will go. they might forget about us while they are away. well...most of everything is caught up now, and i'm ready to start reading this book i just got, so i'm gonna jet. Current Mood: -whats it mean?? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
12:25 am	before i leave :-) i figured i'd write since i'm leaving tomorrow night for savannah. its a family trip-which usually includes family drama, but the fingers are crossed for a good drama free time. i cant wait for the beach. te beach is my fav place in the world. i wish i could gather up all u guys and bring you all to the beach and we could just live there w endless supplies of money so we dont have to work unless we want...anyways. i just up and read a book the other day. sisterhood of the traveling pants-it has two sequals. it is pretty good and i havent read in a while just for the heck of it. its relaxing.i just wish nobody had died in it. i know its a part of life, but when i'm reading, trying to get away, or watching a movie..i dotn want it to make me sad u know? has anyone seen war of the worlds and is it good? i want to. guys, i love fireworks. they are so sweet. im such a lil kid when it comes to them. i saw the ones from the rb's stadium on the forth. they have the total best i've ever seen. besides disney. after the game we were hangin around and d.w. came out and chilled while he was waitin on his g.f. he is a total goofy dork. he's still cute as ever but i'm not as nervous around him as i one was. gah. i thought i told myself to quit being obsessive over guys w the whole (hearts!)devin incident. i enjoy devin much better now that i can breath around him. i realized i make guys i like unapproachable. of course, it made getting him so much better. well i gotta get up earlyish in the mornin and this isnt helping me. nights! Current Mood: sleepy (2 Comments |Comment on this)